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 These are my pondering and wonderings as I step forward into the new year with new clarity and understanding about myself. If it doesn’t align just walk past, no offense meant.

Yesterday I was having some guidance and the person I was with as we were talking, caught that I held a lot of emotion in the word BUSINESS.

She wouldn’t let me detour until I had it all out. What was my problem with business. Why so much built up energy.

As I started talking, it all came out. Both sides the pain of closing Peaceful Beginnngs the first time AND the hurt I had experience through business owners I had worked for, promises broken, children and adults hurt all because of money and business.

Then the other experience of friendships lost when you walked away from the paid linchpin of the circles I had been involved in. The realization that the friendships I had only lasted as long as the money was paid to stay in the groups.

The realization that this wasn’t what I wanted authentically for myself. That I wasn’t traumatized or broken because I needed something different. I just had different needs from my business. See I said the word calmly.

We started exploring what I was doing with Peaceful Beginnings. And the anology of my rainbow business. A place of inclusion, a place of trust, safety, security and truth.

A place where I walked alongside people when they needed support but also didn’t hook them in with the next best thing. Where they remained free and equal human BEings.

A place where I dropped the hustle.

AND just as importantly a place where I was also important. My worth was energically equal and I wasn’t a Martyr giving to the extent of collapse or where it hurt my own family.

People know I see rainbows at important times of my life. I’ve come to understand that I see them when I see truth. They are like a conformation to me.

This person I was talking to didn’t realize that rainbows were THAT important to me. And as I sit with it, rainbow business is the truth about business for ME. I don’t expect others to understand.

A place of inclusion where there is a price exchange for everyone. Where NEEDS are met on ALL levels including my own.

AND a knowing for me that my time is important and I’m worth the money.

Both foundations of safety and security in MY rainbow business. An organic business with structure and love.

And so I look forward to this new relationship with business, where the word I now hear is soft and loving. An expression of new earth and my uniqueness in it.

Mauri aroha
Donna